
I don’t. I really don’t but then I know, if I didn’t care I wouldn’t be talking about it. Basically I have nine million different emotions. My last day of high school, ever, is in two days and I feel everything. I am excited, happy, nervous, terrified, sad and so many others. I figure that is just part of graduating and moving onto new and bigger things, which is true. I know I am ready for the future and what it holds, I know I will mess up, make mistakes, and I am still extremely scared but fear is good. In the movie Chasing Mavericks, Frosty tells Jay, fear is good, healthy, when you panic thats when you will die. Jay asks, “Well how do you deal with fear?”, Frosty says “I identify my fear.” When we identify our fears only good will come out, greatness isn’t going to come from the easy or from the safe. Treasure is found in the fear we hold in ourselves. For me, I am afraid of being alone and never being good enough. I have learned that I may never be good enough for some people, but I am good enough for myself and God as long as I believe in myself and have confidence in myself. Loneliness will come and go, but when I feel lonely that is not because I have nobody around me that loves me, I feel lonely because of my own insecurities and I must deal with why I really feel lonely. Nobody is going to solve my problems for me, I have to solve them and find what is going on inside of me.
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